I literally have no idea how I even got here, but like the other guy said, i hope you get better soon. you have a lot of potential in life and you shouldn't throw it away because other people cant see it. your skills in technology are impeccable for someone who's still in their early teens, especially lfs, thats crazy you made your own custom linux distro and i find that impressive. there were people in my cs class your age who struggled to do basic things like save files and install vscode (some senior downloaded vscode for mac and kept trying to run it lmao). these people made up like 70% of the class and some of them were like genuinely stupid, but i couldn't blame them cuz the teacher didn't teach shit lol. i ended up having to teach some guys how to make a basic for loop and if statement when we were put into assigned groups. picking up the pieces of public education, isn't that fun? anyways my point is that you're in a league of your own, so much that it makes me skeptical (should publish the source to your custom linux distro someday) i wish you could find some peace in life, so one day you'll be able to blog about technology instead of family struggles. keep your passion strong and keep learning about ai, networking, and operating systems. I'll guarantee you'll have a place in society if you dont let up. I know this because I've been pushed around for being different and ostracized by people who used to care about me. I know what its like to be misunderstood and I've been surrounded by people would openly insult me knowing full well there was absolutely nothing I could do about it. The reason I got outa highschool unscathed was because I was able to meet a group of people who were in the same boat as me. ik this is cheesy as shit but they made me realized that theres a place for people like us in this world. The psychward.
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But seriously, people who care about you will bring you a long way in life. Unfortunately its not easy to reach out to people, and sometimes we dont want to because it make us feel like a burden to them. Coming across good people is hard too, after all its kinda all rng at the end of the day. And ffs please don't hurt yourself or do anything stupid, you're worth more than you think.
Your family should be proud to have a daughter like you, if I ever had a kid who was like "hey dad I just compiled gentoo from source" I'd praise the crap out of them and do everything I could to make sure they grow up into a functional person. Idk your parents well but I can't believe they'd mistreat you that, because I know no sane parent would or should. I apologize for taking a massive dump leaving this wall of text here, but I can't find it in me to stfu.
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have a good day, if not feel better soon